Another Rant...

Yes, again I'm ranting, but its because of all the unfair and unhappy shits that's been making me pissed!! Seriously, I wish my parents would see in my shoes how much unfairness have they brought about with the way the deal with me and my brother!! Every time there is something I need to ask for help, I try not to ask, and if possible, solve it on my own, yet my bro doesn't need to open his bloody mouth and my parents will rescue him from the smallest of fires!! Its unfair that I'm to shoulder everything myself thus far, yet he doesn't even need to lift a finger to deal with his situation, cause my parents will be there!! Furthermore, it's hellishly unfair that I had to learn how to do everything big and small, and help out with alot more menial work, yet he gets everything laid out for him so nicely, so easily, so TYPICALLY!! I hate it that as older brothers/sisters, we must be the younger's forerunner, their omnipotent geniuses, their everlasting backup for legally everything!! And yet our parents never seem to appreciate the shit that we do, and scold us should anything be wrong!! I envy the single child sometimes just because of that!! they will never need to feel bad because their siblings are doing way better than them, they don't need to feel upset cause their younger ones always earn more love and enjoy a better growing up environment, CAUSE it ain't in existence in the 1st place!! My parents never seem to see that as the 21st century children we are today, its unfair that with the tech available today, we as older kids, have to still shoulder everything we need to originally shoulder and more cause our siblings couldn't be bothered nor be smart and alert enough to deal with it!! And yet my parents take all these for granted, thinking I should do everything for them, for my bro, and be the one who is to fall into the hellish pits of failures and setbacks, whereas the younger ones walk over our heads and enjoy their fantasies called "lives" cause they have never experienced setbacks, problems and ESPECIALLY failures!! Why don't they?? Cause its non-existent is the damn 1st place!! Its not their faults anyways, cause its thanks to our parents that they never have done so!! Which is what I hate, as its the fact, which is plainly written all over my parents' face!! They only care about the fact that my bro "must" get everything done so nicely, no faults, no troubles, NO ISSUES!! And I'm that doppelganger that they can easily use or discard in the case of emergencies!! Its unfair that I'm helping them more often than my bro, yet I'm to receive less than whatever my bro has gotten, in fact, MUCH less than whatever than he's getting!! That's it!! I've had it with all these, and I'm learning from my bro, to slack and sleep whenever possible, and excuse myself from having to do anything!! I'm PISSED with how unfairly I'm treated, and I'm truly disappointed with the way things are now, for I should be enjoying myself, not having to babysit a 17 year old brother, and be a slave to a 40+ mom and a 50+ dad!! FML so bad, I'm going to stop here, hope those who are the older one see and understand that you ain't the only ones out there pissed with your parents, the younger ones and parents, PLEASE grow a brain and appreciate your elder bro/sis (sons/daughters for the parents) for all the shits we been putting up and dealing in your stead and all the help we been giving silently WITHOUT ANY QUALMS!!